A main part of my history I think you should know is, when I was 17 I graduated highschool, and ran away to Florida, USA to start my own E-Sports organization. I was there for 2 and a half months and things were ok, but werent stable enough so that I could continue working there. So I moved back home, and then got into some really stupid things. I moved to Toronto, Canada and was homeless for roughly 2 months. I was lucky enough to have a friend here who let me sleep on his floor for that time. But then I ran into goodluck and I got the fulltime job I always wanted within E-Sports.

So now I am at my parents place waiting to move my stuff back to here from my apartment in Toronto.  I don't plan on staying here long (money isn't an issue, its just I don't know where I belong)  and it brings me to the same question as always;

Where do I belong and how will I know?

I know what I want in life (for the most part) I have the dream job I always wanted, but the rest of my life is just 'lost' you could say.  I have no hobbies really, I mean my profiles at any given site will say the same thing "bouldering (rock climbing) and rollerblading" but I haven't done either of this in almost a month. 

I lack something to be passionate about.  I mean, I am very passionate about E-Sports and anyone that knows me knows that.  But I am missing something else, I used to do a lot of sports and they were just for fun.  But now even if I wanted to get back into them, I dont have that many friends (pretty much 0 in this town) and most people dislike me from highschool so I am pretty sol. 

Being lost like this sucks; I wish there was a life map or something